My mood just got ruined again.

I found out alot of things recently.

Everyone can do well without me.
But i can't do well without anyone.
I'm just not important, insignificant.
I need a cigarette.
Perhaps 1 packet.
No one cares at all.
All i wanted was to go out.
Is that even hard to do at all?
I've tried.
So many times.
But everytime all i got in return was can't.
I've heard so much reasons.
So much excuses.
I'm tired of it all.
But forget it.
I quit.

p/s
I really mean it this time.