The feeling i'm having now, it's been such a long time since i last experience it.
If i had known this would be the outcome, i'd rather us not meeting in the first place.

All the fun when we chat, it's gone.
All the randoms when we chat, it's gone.
All the nonsense when we chat, it's gone.
All the happiness when we chat, it's gone.
Everything's gone now. Can we go back to how we were before we met?

You seem like you don't care.
You still can laugh, when i'm sad.
You might think i'm joking, but i'm not.
Every time i ask you out, it's don't know or see first.
I don't care about all these, i just want you to be happy.

I can still joke.
I can still laugh.
I can still be happy.
But no matter what, i can't be the usual me anymore.
No more can i smile or laugh from the bottom from my heart.

Won't be back till i feel like it.
Won't be eating till i feel like it.
Will be missing from everything.
Will be smoking till i feel like stopping.

p/s
Fuck this feeling.
Seriously hate it.